This is a story of a girl who saved by the amazing grace. This is her Christian blog where she blogs and posts her experiences and thoughts, through her Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Her Christ who comes into her life and shed light into the dark and sinful corners of her heart. The one who saves her from her dark and dreary life. This blog is connected to theroomofsecrethoughts
Lord, thank you for whenever I am devoting my time with you, my prayers never left unanswered, ignored and rejected. I always found you when I seek you. Thank you, for waking up my sleeping soul. Thank you for taking me away to the destructions where I’m stuck. Thank you Lord, for filling comfort and love to my cold and trembling heart. I love you so much.
And you, my son Solomon, acknowledge the God of your Father, and serve him with wholehearted devotion and with a willing mind, for the Lord searches every heart and understands every motive behind that thoughts. If you seek him, He will be found by you; but if you forsake him, he will reject you forever.
Lord, you are the
most beautiful thought
I’ve ever had
I’ve always been saying this to you, I never stop recognizing you as my savior that continuously working in every second of my life. Every single thing that is going on with me, I know you were in control, and again thank you. Every second I spend praising and worshiping you is the best and the greatest seconds of my life that I will be always thankful, the feeling, the emotion that fills my soul is incomparable. Indeed, the greatest feeling that will never ever be replaced by anyone. I feel so grateful to be one of the people who knew who really are you, to be one of the people, who have experienced your love and truthfulness of your words and promises.
You gave light to the darkness where I’m stuck. You used this darkness for me to see what the true light is. For all I’ve been through, you never let go of my hand, even if I’d drifted away and get lost. You’re still calling me and saving me from losing. Those nights I’m breaking down, calling your name never fail me, to feel your love and comfort around me. Your presence is always present to take away the loneliness that wrapped my being. It is indeed true that you died once for my sins, but never will again, because you are alive, you are God, not made of wood and stone but the able God.
I love you, not because I grew up with a family who serves you. I love you, not because I believe in the bible. I love you, not because this how I used to. I love you, not because this how I grew up and this is how I live in. I love you, not because you were my belief. I believe in you, not because I’ve read your words and watched your story. But I love you, because you’re in my heart. I love you, because you love me. I love you, because you give salvation to me. I love you, because you are my light. I love you, because I feel you in my life. I love you, because you forgive me. I love you, because you are true to all of your promises. I love you, because you are my peace. I love you, because I’ve experienced and still, the true happiness in you. I love you, because you are my God.
That when the moment came everyone turned their back on me, you made a way to make my heart run to you and seek the love I had longed for. I love you, because in you, I felt what true love really means. I know one day, you will use my story to touch other peoples’ lives and testify how great God you are. Thank you, for every breath I take, you make it worthwhile. Thank you, for the eternal life.
There is no love like your love for me. Because only your love, I know that true. It’s boundless and pure. I know that only you, who can trust my heart, because never breaks my heart. Your love which loves me unconditionally. You’re different, and your love is special. I know, because only you who prove that your love never fails. Your love never hurts me. It made me cry, not because of the pain, but because of the joy it gives through me. Your love is not selfish; in fact, your love is for everyone. Your love that opens my heart and takes away all the pain it feels inside. Your love that fixed and cleansed my heart. Your love is the only love that taught me the right path that I should go through. Only your love that never gives up, it never gets tired of me. It still loves and it never stops, although many times I made you broken. Only your love, who loves me like this and no one, could love me like you do. No one ever cared for me like you do; no one else could take the sin and darkness from me. There’s no love like your love that brings salvation to me, and it’s your love Jesus.
I will always praise you Lord for all eternity. I will bow down and worship you, for you are my God, for you are the one I trust and believe. I’ll always sing for you, and shout it out your name, for you to know that you’re all I need. I will lift my hands to you; for your strong presence, I feel inside. I will be forever faithful to you Lord, for your unfailing love for me. I offered my life with you, for I honored and glorify you, Lord. I will praise you and my heart is in you Lord, for all eternity, for you deserve this, for you are my only God, Jesus.
I am the person who will never stick to just what she’s only now. I’m not the person, who will only do and try what she only can. Who will only do what she only wants to do. Who will always make her imperfections as a reason or excuse. Who will always make her dislikes to be a reason not to try or discover new things. A person who will make her weakness as a excuse to be not a better person. But I’m the person who never stops improving herself, who never stops trying and discovering new things, because she will never be contented, until she found herself a successful and a better person.
I’m still able to see the sunrise and the sunset. I am still able to hear birds sing and waves crash. I’m still able to see how wonderful sky and clouds look together. I’m still able to hear the noise of laughter of small children and see them playing around. I can still walk outside and feel the breeze through my hair and the sun’s warmth on my skin. I’m still able to breathe and feel its heat. I can still appreciate how beautiful trees and everything surrounds me. After the long night I’ve wished and prayed to die, after the long night I’m ready to skip my life, but the moment I woke up, my life is still not up, my life is still not done, my life is not yet finished, and my life is still continuing to its journey. When I looked around, I am still in the world I have tried to escape, and realizes I am still alive, I want to cry, I want to scream so loud, why I’m still here. I opened the window where I can see God’s wonderful creatures, and I just suddenly have realized, I still had this privilege to simply be alive and time to be happy. I still had this privilege to love and appreciate how beautiful life is, I still had this privilege to embrace the world and especially a time to be a good disciple.